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Day 2!
Tis the 2nd day he at bali..i find it was kinda tough 4 us 2 contact..wifi at his hotel nt strong enuf =( when he gt the wifi tat time he contact me n i'm nt aware of tat so i reply him later..he wont reply edi..cz the wifi down again..argh~~!! it make me piss off! i need 2 check my phone all the time so i wont ms the chance 2 contact wit him sigh..
witihout him in tis few days..i hv been kinda careless..blur..everythg jz went wrg without him..imagine wat my life would b if i lost him..the missin feelin on him never stop..i cnt stop thk bout him..telling my self he is workin nite oni wil msg me..bt he is nt..i'm jz lyin myself..find every reason 2 lie myself so tat i wil feel better n nt 2 cry..tryin 2 b strong n wait 4 saturday 2 come very soon..
tryin my best 2 past 2day..n 2mrw is day3..the last day..then i wil c him again..tellin myself i cn do it!! i'm strong enuf..nt 2 let my tears fall..

dar..
i cnt stop thkin u..missin u..
i'm patiently waitin 4 u 2 come bac..
waitin 4 saturday 2 reach very very soon..
n my souveneir =)
i love u!
I MISS YOU!!
2day he is leavin 2 bali 4 holiday wit his family..y i muz hv class on tis day..y?? y?? haiz..gonna meet him after 4days =( i'm gonna ms him badly..huggin his comforter n cry non stop..sigh..nw i feel the tiredness of my eye due 2 cryin 2 much..tis is the 1st time he is goin sumwhere far n im here nt wit him..all i cn do is hope hotel tat he stay havin wifi or internet so tat i cn contact wit him..if no i thk im goin insane..take care! n enjoy ur holiday my love..waitin 2 c u after the 4days n im gonna hug u tightly! i hope im strong enuf 2 face tis in tis few days..nw i knw hw important u r 2 me..hw much u meant 2 me..tis is kinda test 4 us..4 us 2 realise hw much v ms each other..hw important v meant 2 each other..hw deep is tis love..
tat's all 4 nw..if i'm feelin emo again i wil write alot of rubbish here =P gonna watch running man a korean game show 2 make me laugh while waitin 4 ur msg..

Y??
Since when??
Since when it bcum lik tis??
ur mood bcum worst..
ur behaviour chg..
u get angry easily..
i'm jz askin a ques..
bt u show me those face..
a normal ques..
i felt sad seein u reply me lik tat..
do u knw hw i feel?
do u knw hw pain it is?
y all tis happen?
ppl i dun love treat me better..
ppl i love treat me bad..
2 year plus..izt goin 2 end soon?
cz soon v r goin 2 b 3years..
i jz wish u wont talk 2 me lik tat..
WISH!
My wishlist are almost done!

I'm bac 2 my lovey dovey blog hehe..
wit a big smile i'm goin 2 say tat my wishlist are almost done..
there is a wishlist column in my blog if u all notice..
thg i 1 2 do n 2 own..
n i left oni 1 more thg 2 do =)
tired life =(
kitchen & service which means tis sem v hv a lot practical class..
practical class is nice n fun..
bt yet it cn make u lifeless n tired..
gonna hv a gd rest nw..
ciaoz~~
new blog song olivia ong- kiss me =)
Hello 2012!

Happy New Year guys!
the year of 2011 wil b washed away lik the pic..
the year of 2012 wil appear..
2012 aka as the end of the world due 2 a movie name '2012' LOL..
do u belief tat it wil b the end of the world??
4 me NO! i admit there wil b a few disaster bt nt til the world wil end..
bullshit~~ 'in my opinion'
anyway wish u all hv a great year ahead..
and a blast celebration 2nite..
as 4 me..
i guess i'm goin 2 stay at house..
hw bored?? the most bored new year celebration ever in my life..
sigh..wat cn i do?? i cnt say anythg..
tis is 4 the 1st n the last 1 i past it at house..
NO MORE NEXT TIME!
dang it~!
tat's all 4 nw..hope 2012 wil b a better year 4 me compare 2 2011
tata~ ciaoz =)
Crush!!

Summer & rain..
guys who read my blog when i was f4 i guess they knw wat im talkin..
it happen once again in tis year..
mr rain n ms summer met n go 4 an outing..
they both r stil the same lik last time..shy..nt dare 2 talk 2 each other..
hmm..stil the same lik last time sumthg they wanna tel each other..
bt they dare nt speak out..
haiz..mayb tis is their destiny..faith..
since both of them edi hv their own love life..
mayb they both jz wil remain as sis n bro =)
sumthg tat wil nvr happen although u force it 2 happen oso..
b as fren sumtime is better than b couple =)
gonna go 2 kl 2mrw 4 xmas eve..
which mean i cn c him soon..
bt y im nt xcited anymore??
y i jz dun care anymore??
m i feelin tired edi??
or m i 'sam tam' edi..
plz dun happen 2 me..
or mayb is cz of the crush happen once again sigh..
messy feelin =(
merry xmas n happy new year =)
Love

xmas is jz around the corner..
xmas mood on =)
coll life was kinda busy..n i'm lazy 2 blog too..
as nth much happen in my life..jz random..
currently was havin holiday tat's y i m so free haha..
gonna 'fat mou' at hometown bored =(
bt i knw i'm gonna miss my hometown once i'm bac 2 kl..
tis is wat v called as human haha..
bac 2 my tittle for 2day 'LOVE'
recently there's a fren of mine jz broke up wit her bf..
i'm proud of her..y??
cz she is strong 2 face everythg..she face her daily life lik normal..lik nth happen..i'm reali proud she is tat strong 2 face him after they end..
was thkin wat if it happen 2 myself??
i'm nt gonna b lik her..i'm nt tat strong..
love..ppl do say the longer v couple the chances 4 us 2 end it wil b bcum more high..
ya i agree..the longer v b 2gether the many prob will appear =(
tis thg happen 2 my fren..3year ++ relationship jz ended lik tat..is wasted..bt when there is no more love between each other..no matter hw hard v try 2 get bac 2 each other it wil nvr work anymore..
tis post is makin emo haha..i do wish he wil b my last 1..wish..lastly, i wish my fren all d best in her future =)
tat's all 4 2day..
ciaoz~~
Lie
it has been awhile nw i'm bac 2 blogging =)
i'm nt in a gd mood 2day..
i felt moody, emo n finally i cry..
i need sum1 2 talk 2..
bt i cnt find any1 tat i cn trust at here..
i ms my hometown where all the fren i cn trust wil b there 4 me..
i'm all alone at here..
pic above shows tat she believe..
bt he lie..
she believe in him yet he lie..
it happens 2 me at tis moment..
i duno weather it counts as lie o nt..
i'm confuse..
i'm hurt, tired, speechless.
wat cn i do??
i'm out of idea..haiz..
LOVE i lose in ur game..
i'm nt strong enuf 2 play the game of LOVE..
i feel lik givin up all those moment..
i'm lifeless..
Happy inside my heart..
Fall down jz nw =( due 2 slippery sigh..
i called up him n complian tat i fall down..guess wat is his reaction?? aww~~ his reaction makes my heart blossom wit flower haha..swt..he was very gan cheong n keep on ask gt pain ma?? r u ok?? u cn walk ma?? keep on repeat tis few ques..n he sounded gan cheong..which means he CARE..love love love haha..m smilin alone nw..love u dor dor my dar =)
Miss home badly!!!

I wanna go home badly argh~~!!
i ms my bed..
ms everythg there..
thought cn bac by tis week bt havin a seminar..
sigh..
thought cn bac nxt week bt gt class replacement..
so freakin fark!!!
sry 4 bein rude..
i reali cnt take it..
stupid coll y cnt u attend class accordin 2 timetable..
dang it!!!
disappointed disappointed haiz..
i wanna bac home so freakin badly =(
Dang it!!!

yea..i'm damn piss off nw..
sigh..power point i need u!!!
fren y dun u jz tel me earlier..
u r makin me stuck here n cnt do anythg..
yet no 1 cn help me..
disappointed...sad..piss off!!
solution soloution haiz..
i need solution..
fcuk!!!
Yuhoo~ i'm bac..new blog template =)
It has been awhile i neglected my bloggie..aww~~ was so freakin busy..currently was stayin alone at kl n havin coll life =( hectic life..I miss home so so much aiks..
Coll life was nt fun as i thought..mayb i stil cnt adapt 2 the situation there so i doesnt feel fun at all..it makes me feel bored =( hmm assignment life gonna start soon i guess..by tat time i sure wont hv time 2 blog again..haiz..hope it dun cum so fast..
Gonna end my post 4 2day wit a pic of my fav flower..Lavender it is lovely rite?? i love it so so much =)
Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you
So much, so young, I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I embrace myself, please don’t tear this apart
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to
Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Fall
I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
And finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am, ooh I am
I’m bound to you
Staring from my room I see them
Holding hands wish I could be them
Lovers doing what we use to do
(But I'm stuck here alone)
That's the way it's been here lately
You're too busy now to save me
Feels like you forget I'm waiting for you
Sometimes I wish I could just let go
But I love you (I love you)
And I believe that one day you will come around
But can you tell me
How do I always end up being the girl at the window
(Window, window)
I tell myself I'm not gonna wait for you whenever you go
(You go, you go)
You give me your word and I always take it
You say you'll be home but you never make it
So why do I...
Always end up that girl at the window (the window)
The girl at the window
I know you're working that's why you're leaving
I will never argue your reasons
If this means that you believe in them
Oh time goes on and we're growing apart
Broken promises break my heart
Please don't give me a reason to say goodbye
Sometimes I wish I could just let go
But I love you (I love you)And I believe that one day you will come around
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bruno-mars-lyrics/girl-in-the-window-lyrics.html ]
But can you tell me
How do I always end up being the girl at the window
(Window, window)
I tell myself I'm not gonna wait for you whenever you go
(You go, you go)
You give me your word and I always take it
You say you'll be home but you never make it
So why do I...
Always end up that girl at the window (the window)
The girl at the window
How can I be what you're saying
When you keep turning all the pages
Am I suppose to believe your words are true
Don't take advantage of me cause you know I won't leave you
I make sure you know I always wanna see you
Whoa won't you do it for me too
Oh how do I always end up being the girl at the window
(Window, window)
I tell myself I'm not gonna wait for you whenever you go
(You go, you go)
You give me your word and I always take it
You say you'll be home but you never make it
So why do I...
Always end up that girl at the window (the window)
The girl at the window
read the lyrics carefully..
meaningful lyrics..
n i feel tat the lyrics suits me..
Malacca is nice...
Finally the vacation has over..everythg past in a blink of eyes..sigh..i wish times could move slower when i'm wit him..bt it doesn't works..n nw i'm bac at TI..bored..n i miss him badly..the main reason 4 me 2 update my blog 2day was 2 talk bout my vacation..so no more emo nemo here..
FRI..bout 10 sumthg start our journey 2 our destination Malacca..reach there around 12 sumthg..kinda fast..nt reali far..tryin 2 search 4 our hotel usin the GPS apps in my iphone..v found it..bt tat was the old branch 4 the hotel..the hotel v book was the new branch..tat ppl gave us a map..GPS cnt search tat hotel name..bt nearby the hotel shop was found in the GPS..so v take the nearest shop..n finally v manage 2 found it..too bad the check in time was after 2..v stil hv plenty of time..so v go 2 take a walk n had sumthg 4 our lunch 1st..went 2 a cafe name Geographer Cafe's at Jonker Street 2 hv our lunch..was feelin no appetite 2 eat..bt he ask me 2 eat sum..so i had sum chic sandwich..food there was nice..the environment was nice too..the thg i love the most was their fresh fruit juice..no sugar added..totally pure & fresh love it..
(cut it short)
after had our lunch then it is time 2 check in..the hotel was a budget hotel which cost rm120 4 a deluxe room..i love the room..clean..everythg was stil new..lcd tv..havin astro..jz the bed abit harder..others was great..satisfy wit tat hotel..n wil recomend 2 ppl if they goin 2 malacca..hotel name is Hotel Hallmark Inn..as i say the tv havin astro..n my baby boy found national geography his fav..n he cnt stop watchin the tv..sigh..askin me 2 bath 1st n he keep on stick his eyes 2 tat programme..after hv a rest at the hotel..let's head out 2 the nightlife of jonker street..crowded..swt non stop..many thgs u cn seen at there..especially the food..woots~~ yummy haha..
SAT..the day of leavin sad..the hotel supply free b'fast 4 us..n the b'fast was buffet style..less hotel wil make buffet style as their free b'fast..quite lot of thg 2 choose..the service is gd..rated 4/5 4 the hotel =) it is time 2 check out..gonna ms malacca..b4 v leave malacca went 2 try the most famous chic rice ball..gonna queue up..crowded too..
a pic of our food..
rm0.30 per 1 ball..
nt reali exp..
love the 'pak cham kai'
so soft..
n the cendol..
nice..the red bean was superb big hehe..
cost rm8...
nt reali exp =)
baby boy bought 4 me hehe
a pic of fierce domo haha
draw by baby boy..
while gettin borin in the class..
it looks cute 4 me..
tat's all 4 2day..
burbye..
Hapy or unhappy???

m confused..
gonna pack my stuff n chaoz~ 2 kl 2mrw..
which means malacca trip is nearer..
i should b hapy at tis time..
bt sumthg stop me fr bein hapy..
wat wil u do if ur loves ones family doesnt lik u??
it is a serious case isn't it??
haiz..he told me sumthg last nite..
when i was workin tat time he need 2 fetch me..
n he was workin too at tat time..
his mom told him nt 2 waste time on me n ask him go 2 work..
hw sad m i after hearin tis..
tears roll down sigh..
i cant bare the painess..
yet he say it's edi past so jz 4get it..
n ask me nt 2 worry..
true or he is tryin 2 make me feel better??
oni he knws the ans..
or mayb i'm the 1 who thk 2 much..
mayb wat he say is true..
i guess i hv 2 put all tis thg aside n enjoy our trip..
i dun wish 2 spoil our trip cz of tis..

my new lappie..
gonna bought tis when i go kl..
HP PROBOOK 6460B..
it doesn't looks very nice..
bt the function r gd enuf 4 me..
as ppl say dun judge a book by it's cover..
tat means the look of sumthg is nt tat important..
the most important is the function
i hope tis lappie cn fulfill wat i need..
tat's all 4 2day..
gonna leave my blog 4 fews day..
stay tuned..
byez~~

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