It has been a while i dint update my blog..lots of stuff i'm gonna say bout..bt i m goin 2 cut it short =)


here it goes..i had quit my job..gonna go bac 2 TI soon 4 my SPM result..honestly n seriously..was kinda worry bout the result..haiz..wish it was gd enuf..nt 2 disappoint my parent..
currently was stayin at his home..thx 4 his family 4 lettin me stay wit them..bt i cant stay too long due 2 his mom is goin 2 leave m'sia soon..bt it's ok i und =)

nightmare begins...

arguin..happen between us..izt coz of v meet each other 2 often??haiz..i hate tis part!! he even lie 2 me..damn!!! coz of a gal he LIE 2 me!!! hw hurt m i when i knw the truth..deep love toward him makes me dint hv those afford 2 angry him..all i hope 4 nw is he wont repeat again..4giv him truly..the reason he lie me does make sense..he knw tat i dun lik him goin wit tis gal so he choose 2 lie me..bt it is wrg..it is more hurt by tellin me the truth than lie me =( in the end he say sry..he admit it was his wrg..haiz..cryin badly on tat nite..sigh..ok dun1 mention bout it anymore..since it was over..

nowadays..i get mad & angry easily..can sum1 tel me y???i hate myself 4 bein lik tat haiz..bein lik tis makes us argue easily..i get angry wit a lil stuff..argh~~!! haiz..i wish i can get bac 2 last time de me..can i??? i thk i can make it..if i 1 it..i can make it..tellin myself nt 2 b lik tat anymore..controllin..

bout tat gal..argh~~seriously she drive me crazy..haiz..mayb i was silly 4 askin her weather she love him o nt?? she dint ans my ques..n ask me 2 thk myself..i hate it!!! the ans i get was no..she wont lik her..even if she lik her..i trust tat he wont love her..i belief him..i'm nt gonna giv up!!!
nt gonna giv up easily!!!


fu~~is enuf wit those sad stuff..delete delete delete!!! i'm gonna get myself an i-phone =) hapy haha..i-phone 4..cant wait til next week..hehe..love love love..

tat's all 4 nw..
started 2 yawn~~
nights every1 =)