half year anniversary was nt tat hapy..
Friday, March 12, 2010 • 1:30 PM • 0 comments
it was my wrg..
mood 4 2day..totally down..moody..nt in a gd mood.. =( all the day..aiks..hmm..
thg went on lik tis..y'day was our half year anniversary..bt it was my wrg..i call him..v chat..the tone when v r chattin was look lik sad tone..til i say bout his dad thg..tat he is leavin..make him more sad..then he say i dun wanna talk anymore bye bye..then i was stunt..after delay a while i say o..ok bye bye..phone tut~~tut~~tut~~hung up..no more..msg him..askin wat had happen..twice msg him he reply..say tat he wil tel me 2mrw which mean 2day..n it was a sad thg..so i say dun talk bout tat anymore..then ask him can i acc u??ans fr him..go slep le..guai..leave me alone..then ok i giv him his own space 2 b alone or emo ba..dun1 2 disturb him..bt i dint slep..lookin at the phone as tear drop..hurt..1st time he say tat i dun1 chat anymore bye bye..wit sum angry tone..i knew tat was my wrg..n i realize..haiz..
bout 12 sumthg..msg him..tel him a joke..a lame lame joke..i thk it doesn't sound funny at all..then he dint reply..xpected he edi fall asleep then say nitez 4 him..then i went 2 slep..bt slep a while awake..n check my phone wheather gt msg o nt..wake 4 so many time..at last it was mornin time 2 go 2 sch..n i had panda eye =( eye tired @ pain..2day mornin msg him..wishin him gd luck..never reply..3 msg tat i hv send n none of it he reply..
bac fr sch..decide 2 msg him..bt at last i dint..wait him 2 msg me..when he feels wanna msg me then he surely wil msg me..i dun1 2 fan him anymore..
i'm useless..useless 4 duno hw u feel..useless 4 duno 2 make u hapy when u r sad bt i make u more even sad..useless 4 duno 2 joke..useless 4 sayin sumthg at a wrg time..i'm useless in everythg in ur life..all i knw 2 say is oni sry sry sry..all the time oso sry..haiz..i knw sry doesn't cure much..bt stil i wanna say SRY!!!
writtin blog at tis time i was thkin where is him??hw is his condition??r him ok??is everythg fine nw??dozen of ques in my mind nw..haiz..i ms him badly..damn badly..while waitin 4 him 2 msg me..i'm goin 2 google n search 4 joke..each day 2 joke 4 him..i hope i can cheer up his life bac..i wish 2 hear he smile n laugh again..hope he wil b fine..
lil smiley wil acc u oways..
lil smiley stay by ur side oways..
remember 2 SMILE..
Jessica Hyee ♫
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