choco + sweet..thgs tat he gave me b4 he leave..he say if i ms him then take 1..haiz..tis is the most sad thg..happen 2day..try 2 hold my tears so tat it wont fall..y'day while he gave me those sweet n say lik tat..my tears is rollin down =( y muz 2day cum so fast..haiz..y it is jz nt enuf 4 me 2 b wit him..hw long do i need oni i wil feel enuf haiz..i'm 2 greedy..2day b4 he left v went 4 b'fast..after b'fast on the way he fetch me bac..my tears has cum again..i reali hope myself wont cry..n smile 2 c he left..bt i cant..at last he saw i cry..it is reali hard 4 me 2 let him bac each time..haiz..the saddest thg is when he goin 2 leave n bac 2 kl..tat is the most saddest thg..bt wat 2 do..he stil has his thg 2 do..so do i..jz lik tis time is the last time i could c him..y do i say so??his daddy goin china le..so wil b bz 4 those arrangement..askin him he gt bac ma next month..he say no..hurtful..painful..struck my heart..tears started 2 drop non stop..bt i und..i und the situation n condition..i muz accept it.i wont force him 2 cum bac..jz let time decide everythg ba..in tis 2 week i reali hapy b wit him..celebrate our 5month anniversary..valentine day..1st time pass my valentine day wit bf..i reali enjoy bein wit him tis 2 weeks..i'm used 2 it usually bout 2 or 3 pm he wil cum my house fetch me go out..nite meet at oldtown..cham le..i used 2 it liao..hw??haiz..nw he had bac 2 kl..those thg wont happen anymore..all i had 2 do nw is slowly 2 get bac 2 my normal life..i need time..jz lik last time while at kl..3 week..at last i manage 2 face it..nw i need time 2 face it again..1st time cny acc by bf..the feelin is 2 nice..so nice..tat all 4 nw ba..2 many thg 2 write le..wil cont my story while cny..bt nt nw..coz i dun1 2 recall bac 4 nw..i 1 my tears 2 stop at here..dun1 cont le..b4 he left..he gave me a warm gentle kiss on my hand..muacks...he leave..

barney..i love u..

hw love??i duno..haha

2 many 2 count le..i duno 2 count hehe..

thx ya..4 all tis 2 week..

muacks..owe me a kiss on my forehead o..