totally sad nw..
Monday, January 11, 2010 • 8:14 PM • 0 comments
4 month anniversary...
wat m i doin nw??cryin myself while writtin tis blog..or askin tears nt 2 fall haiz..purple boy..did u knw tat a month b4 2day i was keep on seekin the calendar 2 find out wat day would it b 4 jan 11??when i found out it was mon..i was very hapy coz i can cal u..althought v cant celebrate 2gether bt v can chat thru call..
2day fr the mornin til the evenin i was keep on hope faster nite faster nite so tat i can cal my dar dar..bt at last tat wish vanish..y my wish oways cant b granted??!!!suddenly u tel me u goin out wit ur fren 4 dinner..n u say chat 2mrw..2mrw n 2day was a big diff u knw ma??!!haiz..n i had agree..tat time i was in tuition controllin myself nt 2 cry at tat time..bt the fact is my tears edi almost 2 drop..tat time start i cant wait 2 go bac n cry until i enuf..n i make it..after tat i feel lik i'm goin 2 sick..hw i wish i can sick..sick til very ill..n no med 2 cure at tat time..haiz..
dar..is she more important than our 4month??or our 4month is nth 4 u??oni is me beria ria keep on say 4month 4month..lik a stupid gal..y muz she choose 2day??i knw 2day was her off day..y muz 11??!!! y???!!!!haiz..where r u nw??i'm thkin..bt i force myself nt 2 msg u coz i'm angry on u!!bt i knw i wont b angry u 4 a long term..coz i 2 love u..angry u was jz lik angry myself n ahte myself..it's reali hurt 4 angry u..
bt..can u feel tat i'm unhappy nw??can ma??haiz..blog thx 4 lettin me write everythg inside here..it makes me feel better nw..after sobbin lik a crazy heart broken gal alone at the house..
my wish wil never cum true..no matter wat i wish 4..it wil oways vanish at last..
i hate my life!!
life sucks!!
Jessica Hyee ♫
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