sorry...
Sunday, January 31, 2010 • 11:39 AM • 0 comments
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y'day i
had make a big mistake..goin lumut bout 11sumthg at nite without my parent permission haiz..i thought my cousin wit me so nth de..bt i was wrg..at 1st i plan 2 tel my mom bt at last i dint tel..til she msg me bout almost 1am..askin m bac le ma??i say no..then tat time i duno should i tel her o nt i at lumut aiks..by listenin 2 his advise i told her..she was disappointed on me =( say i'm 2 over..wont let me go out anymore..i was cryin non stop at there..i felt sorry 4 her..4 lyin her..i should nt b lik tis at 1st..haiz..sorry mummy..4 hurtin u..i was sittin at there lik a sha gua cry n cry haiz..i duno hw 2 stop..til my tears had finish..i had no more tears 2 cry..i'm dead..my tears had dry..i feel lik goin 2 suicide at tat time..dun1 bac home anymore..bt i was bein say by sum1..n all his advise n words i wil oways keep in my mind..wil oways remember..no matter wat v had done..v need 2 face it..i agree wit him..none of the human in tis world never bein scold b4..the most important thg is after v get scold v need 2 awake n never make the same mistake again!!i edi awake..i knw where is my wrg..i wont repeat it anymore..
4 him..my dar..thx so much..u're the 1 who wil oways b on my side no matter wat happen..givin me advise again n again..bt i knw if i keep on lik tis..dint chg..1day u sure wil giv up on givin me advise..u fong sam le..i wont say die anymore when i havin prob..i wil b brave n face it no matter hw hard it was!!i promise u!!while writin tis blog my tears fall again..y??coz i ms him so much..is jz lik the time bein wit him was nt enuf..never enuf..m i 2 greedy??sorry if i'm..he is goin 2 leave soon..bt he is cumin bac in another week..i stil need 2 wait a week =( y oways when he is goin 2 leave i sure cry..haiz..y'day while askin him y u 1 2 cum bac??he say coz i mis sum1 lol..1st time ever he say lik tat in front of me =) v went 2 watch st.ant band concert then bout 9 v leave 2 watch legion..yes legion..i'm watchin the 2nd time n i'm stil get shock n cry although i edi knw the story aiks!!havin a nice time wit him although it was jz a few hour..while oldtown i saw his x =( she 'guat' me haiz..y til nw she stil lik tat??her love toward him reali tat deep ma??reali tat hard 2 let go him??she was the gal i had never seen b4 4 so hard lettin go a boy..then i tel him y she 1 'guat' me??he say mayb she is thkin y last time de me n nw geh me is diff??or mayb she is thkin if at 1st they dint break nw standin n bein near wit him is her nt me..bt since i'm the 1 who was standin bside him..then i wil stand bside him til as long as i can..never giv up easily.. thx..
thx 4 ur advise..
thx 4 acc me..
i'm glad 2 hv u..
thx 4 everythg..
aishiteru..
520 barney~
Jessica Hyee ♫
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