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unlucky day aiks..

Monday, October 19, 2009 • 5:42 PM • 0 comments

hate 2day!!

2day no sch lu yay~~samw as 2mrw no sch haha..bt wed gt exam again er aiks..2day wake bout 10 sumthg bt stil tired er..y tired ne??coz y'day dint slep well aiks..missin sum1 n sobbin while 1 slep tat time haiz..so long i dint cry badly jor..oso is a gd thg can wash my eye hehe..my connection duno wat happen cant on9 aiks..y'day til nw..hate it!!then my hp receive line haiz..wat happen 2 the thg around me??y everythg seem lik spoil spoil spoil!!haiz..then i started sob again coz i scare cant contact wit him jor..luckily i gt another hp tat can function aiks..i care tat hp very well at last oso lik tat wat happen ne aiks??then yap giv daddy scold haiz..coz make all his contact lost..wat a hard life 2day..sobsob..haiz..hope everythg wil b fine soon..

continue y'day de story hehe..erm..while at giant v saw 1 drink green colour de then he say jz lik y'day tat surrogates de blood green colour haha..then i say ppl green colour blood better than him lu purple haha barney barney^^hmm..ms him so much o nw..aiks..y'day while he awake i'm stil k nt so sad yet..til i ask him pack thg le ma??i started feel sad jor coz he goin leave ti jor aiks aiks..then bout 12sumthg he say he goin bac kl lu..tat time i was at outsiede cannot cry i tahan til 1 sumthg bac home straight away go toilet n cry while takin bath..cry badly haiz..i feel lik i cant breath tat time..cry til over jor..reali ms him a lot..at tat time me n him at giant le..bt he nt here jor aiks..he sumore say he dun1 leave ti make me more sad aiks..ms him badly reali badly..my mood tat day was totally down..moody..sad..full of emo de mood haiz..

he reach kl bout 3 sumthg lik tat lu..while i listen 2 mariah carey de hate u..i yao sob again..coz tat song make me thk bac i sit his car tat time aiks aiks..our fav song^^hmm..til dinner..my parent go bac me n him dinner de place..vege de food..v sit bside the table me n him sit de haiz..i keep on stare at tat table n refresh bac tat moment..ms him so much..lookin him mam mam..chattin wit him..aiks..i faster finish up my rice same as my parent then i say go mcd lu..coz i cant stay at there jor..i cant take it jor..in car me started sob again haiz..reach mcd..remember bac the place he park his car v were at mcd 4 those 2days..bt nt 2day jor aiks..then tears started goin 2 fall..i saw fireworks..bt nt him bside me..then i go giant wit my cousin bro..aiks..bt tn wit him jor..haiz..luckily dint go inside giant walk..walk the small small stall oni..if nt sob again..haiz..i jz lik water tank jor keep on sobsob..wonderin when wil out of water haha..tat time i sure cant sob jor..aiks..my cousin sis de bf which was my bf de fren..oso lik 1 cry jor when say bye bye wi my cousin sis haiz..tat feelin reali sad..bt luckily i dint go out wit him b4 he go bac..coz his mummy use his car jor..if n sure i wil huggin him dun1 let him go jor..n the sadness wil b more sad o aiks..without c him the last time b4 he bac oso is a gd thg^^

bac fr mcd..try 2 on9 bt cant on aiks..til 10 lik tat oni can on bt oso is the time 2 slep le haiz..write my blog chat wit him a while i go zzz lu..actuali is nt reali 1 zz oso..is 1 sob 4 the last time..2mrw i wont cry again..bt i fail..2day i cry again aiks..missin him de feelin lookslik wil oways stay in my heart..til i meet him again..nw jz 2 day goin out wit him..i edi so so ms him..if holiday tat time i at kl 4 1 month bac ti wil hw ne??sure wil b more worst haiz..dar..i ms u reali much..hw i wish if god giv me n him 1 more day 2 b 2gether haiz..i wil oways remember the moment he whisper i love u at my ear^^love him deeply..

my heart suffer when u r nt wit me...
i ms u badly when u r far apart fr me haiz..
the moment v had pass so fast...
if god granted me 1 wish..
the wish tat i would 1 is stay bside u 4eve..
never apart..

Jessica Hyee ♫

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